A flowing river runs into tomorrow

Through every word and every vein

— A day by day of unchanging colors

Into an ocean with no end


The flowing waters, the beautiful girl

On a day like today

A hundred dreams ahead of me






​A slow morning ends in hours of rain
After thoughts of infinity and void
Lily and I have met again. It’s November
And I am bittersweet… I don’t want to reveal
What my eyes can hide so well
And hurt the fragile peace we’ve found,
But in my life of chaos
She’s the only feeling always unchanged

No hashtags because I just want to vent

Sometimes I think to myself my life would be so much better if I had a time machine, but would it really? I sit here and wish I could go back to avoid getting to know you better. Woe is me, woe is me. I believe you loved me, but wisely never gave me a proper chance. You know we’d be doomed together because we simply couldn’t be together, and that we’d suffer so much trying. Our “together” was over since the start. You were in love with that guy, and I was in love with the idea of loving you.

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