Confession

Your face always summons

My smiles. After long days,

I spend long nights with you

In my thoughts. Even when you make my tears

Fall,

I cry with a smile on my

Face; just for loving you

I’ve turned into a better me;

Even when for jealousy or

Sadness, I let myself fall

Apart

.

This world is so banal. This

Life is a mystery of manmade

Lies and deception. An evanescent

Annoyance that I don’t want to

Live

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Thief

I borrowed two stars from the sky:

One I gave to you as a gift
To shine through all your way home;

With love
From someone who doesn’t know how to love

.

The other star, this one,

I hid it in my pocket for later

.

Now the sky wants its stars back.

Well,
I guess it’ll have to wait until we’re both dead

.

ML

The Loss

A black hole full of memories:
Some friends who knew all your secrets
And two or three unimportant lovers
Swirling and swirling around

Down my heart;
A stubborn beast that dreams away

.

“Don’t let go of my hand.”

… And then I hear goodbye again
From here, here on the edge.

Everything is so quiet now,
When I can only hear my own thunderstorm

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There’s
No hand to hold while I stare at
The infinity on fire

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ML

Metallic

After so many hours spent

On getting lost in

Thoughts where our lives collide, my lip

Lights up in red — a dissolving circle

Brings me back to

This universe of unreality,

Ending everything

.

Awake,

A reopen pain

Bleeds in my mouth —

It tastes like you and fantasy

.

Why do I

Bite my lips when I could be

Kissing yours?

.

ML

Twenty Three

No number can

Silence an ageless child, but

Every single day

They age a little

Killing the children they once saw

In the mirror

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I still feel

Like a flying bird. I dream

The same sandcastles, I want

The same joys. Let me run

Across the same fields

Despite their madness

Building up around me

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ML

Lights II

Heavy eyelids, heavy

Thoughts early in the morning.

The sun comes up outside, like a warrior.

I will never win this battle,  I think. My mother’s

Voice can be heard in one of the rooms. I run to

Her arms

.

Swallow the pill. It’s morning already.

Don’t be so

Pessimistic about life. Ah, but

The sun is up there like a

Warrior

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ML

Stains

Thorns can paint hands red, yet

I’d bring you a rose tonight —

White petals with stains

Of myself

.

Tell me if it’s okay to be a little

Insane. She smiles.

Blossom season begins —

Words cannot show

The magnitude of my love. Thorns

Can paint my hands red, yet

I would dare to steal a flower

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ML

Candy Apple

Love was the apple that, together,

Last night we devoured. I just don’t know

If its beautiful red was poisoned

But what difference does it make?

I would die such a romantic death

With my lips against yours, my

Lily

.

ML