I think this drawing could be a tattoo, I don’t know why. While drawing it I saw things I could “fix”, such as collarbones and breasts (according to my ex, they look droopy — but I disagree), but… I like her like this. Perfectly imperfectly.
This is me.
I have those tattoos, but they’re invisible since they were never inked on me. Though my long hair is always down, I’d love to wear flowers in it. I also have big eyes, and lips like Cupid’s. But I’m ugly despite everything.
I drew this in 2013… I remember showing it to my “dad” and everything. I even remember what he said. I hate thinking that someone could steal this drawing or use it without my permission, but this is my blog, and this drawing is so me — it needs to be posted on HeartBeatsBlue. I posted it on the suicide forum last year, but removed it after a few weeks. That place already saw, read and felt enough from the naked me.